Chip Midnight

Possible but it didn't look much like it. There was no obvious bite. I was bitten by a Brown Recluse back in the 90's on my ankle. That started as an itchy bump like a fly or mosquito bite that caved in after a few days becoming surrounded by a half dollar size dark red stain that then traveled along the lymph nodes of my leg about six inches up my leg and about an inch wide. It was similar to what you'd get with a staph infection. If you're unlucky the wound becomes necrotic and the flesh around the wound dies, usually down to the bone creating a very large wound that often becomes gangrenous. I was lucky and didn't develop necrosis. It was actually a lot less painful than this was.

pancake

I got the call and dispatch for the CISD team at work.

Days like this I have to keep in mind that what feels like the worst or hardest part of my job is also the most worthwhile and important.

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I've been debating for a while whether or not to post about this, today I've decided to bite the bullet and post it, as I've just come back from the clinic and I'm feeling pretty scared and shitty right now.

Four months ago I had a bad urinary tract infection which made me very severely incontinent. Two courses of antibiotics later, the infection went away but the incontinence remained. Basically, I have absolutely no bladder control or sensation at all any more. I can't tell when it's full, I have no "urge" to go, I can't go voluntarily, it just happens whenever and wherever it wants to. (Before you ask, yes I have to wear a nappy/diaper at all times).

Today I went to the local incontinence clinic for some tests, an appointment I've been waiting three months for. I've been told that I have cystoplegia which is basically a flaccid or paralysed bladder, and also a paralysed urethra. The cause is as yet unknown, but usually it's caused by injury to or disease of the lower spinal cord. So I'm being referred to the hospital for more tests, both urological and neurological.

It's not related to the hormone treatment I'm on (I already checked about this with my endocrinologist), and it won't affect my trans treatment. What's bothering me the most is I've also developed some other symptoms of Multiple Sclerosis. Unusual at my age but still rather scary.

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Lianne Marten

My godmother was in a traffic accident about a week ago. I just found out the other day. Her partner of about 30 years died a few days after the crash, she has been unconscious the whole time. I heard that the surgeries to fix damage to her face and skull went ok, and she should pull through, but scans show brain damage so no idea how she will be long-term until she wakes up.

It happened on the trip they take to Vancouver every year, they normally live in Brazil. I guess if it had to happen thank goodness it happened there, so she can be taken care of.

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Joshua Nightshade

Oh honey. I'm so sorry.

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Lianne Marten

Just to bring the thread back up slightly, an update. She's slowly pulling through. She started waking up a little while ago, the surgery to fix her face went well and she only has broken bones elsewhere, no internal organ damage. The damage to her brain, the doctors say, could have been really bad but it looks like she has a good chance of coming out of it with no permanent damage. There's still a long road for her to recover but it's possible that, after months and months of healing and physical therapy, she'll be physically back to normal.

Zaida Gearbox

I hate cooking in a kitchen that isn't mine. I have to learn a new oven/stove. I have to completely outfit poor Whatshisname's kitchen to my liking.

Kerry Gretzky

Lewis....are you still having troubles? i think you might give jack belvedere a PM...maybe can help. i hope it already resolved for you though...

Sally Rosebud

P2 is on his way into hospital - Second Citizen MK II

Willow Matthews

Thanks Sal, I had no idea, I missed that thread this morning. Worrying news.

Thanks for posting.

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NP. I know a lot don't post there but are friends with P2.

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Lucifer Baphomet

Thanks Sally, I've not slept all night so my head's been up my arse, or I'd have posted a link myself.

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Lewis Luminos

Unfortunately there's no change. I've got an appointment with a urologist in a couple of weeks time so I'll know more then.

Lewis Luminos

That is very worrying. I'm glad Sans managed to get him to hospital. I hope he's going to be ok.

Bruise Shepherd

This is difficult.

I lost my girlfriend in a road accident in 2008. And over that last three weeks it's become obvious that where I should have been coming to terms, I've only been storing the trouble up.

Today I saw my GP. Tomorrow I start on antidepressants. And later in the week I'm speaking to a bereavement counsellor.

It feels like a step forward.

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Madison Talon

this may not seem like a big deal, but it is to me.
I have been called up for jury duty for the first time. I filled out the form and sent it back, hoping I wouldn't have to actually go.
Well my group has to go in tomorrow for the selection process.

I was in a good state of mind when I filled out the form, so I didn't mention my panic disorder, PTSD or Bipolar Disorder.

Now, I really wish I did! I am so damn nervous and anxious. I really really don't want to be picked to served on a jury. And I am even freaked about the process tomorrow.
I feel like crawling into a fetal position and hiding with my teddy bear.

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Roxanne Blue

Madison, if you can get into the courthouse a bit early and talk to the person who does the jury formation / selection, you can likely get the date delayed if not dismissed. A doctor's note would do to get you removed from the selection pool.

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Free Xue

Or just show up to the pool selection in a Star Trek officer's uniform. I hear that can cause concerns.

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Jack Belvedere

I got struck from the final list one time by being mildly argumentative during questioning with the state's attorney. I pointed out some medical "evidence" he was talking about was incorrect.

I do not like serving. Nurses get called a lot. I'm 45 and have been called 5 times. I only actually served on the jury once, it was for this assault case in which one drunk stupid guy injured another drunk stupid guy. The victim, the defendant, and most of the witnesses were all so dumb I thought we should have just stuck them all in jail for the sheer annoying dumbass of the case.

Lare

I just wanted to take a moment and express my sincere appreciation for caring people. People that just come out of the woodwork, extending a helping hand to someone who is basically a stranger to them. I have seen it here in this forum recently with Shane and the day after Mabb’s passing in my own life. I like Shane never expected anything but an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on and a smile followed by the words “I’m here for you, my friend”

On March 6 I got a call from my Mother and I could tell in her voice right away something was wrong, then she said the words… things are not good. My 3 year old nephew was rushed to the All Children’s Hospital crying and trying to say the best way he knew how where he was hurting. After several tests they discovered on the right side of his lung the bottom and top chambers were collapsed and the middle chamber has a cysts the size on a tangerine. On top of all that his right lung has pneumonia in it. They put him on heavy dose of antibiotics to clear the infection and pain medication to ease some of the pain. Until the infection is cleared they cant address removing the right side of his lung. This is a work in progress, so please keep him in your thoughts and prays.

The hospital is a 2 hour drive from my sister’s home and has put an extra stress on her financially. She has been working with a youth program that was 25 hours a week with no benefits. Missing work, the cost of having to eat away from home and traveling for my Brother-in-law going back and forth to visit has been an expense they didn’t expect and didn’t have money set aside to help carry them during this time. It doesn’t help also that they have no insurance. Some of my co-workers had overheard me talking and the next thing I know a fundraiser was in progress. It wasn’t a lot of money, but what little they raised helped so much and just a blessing.

My heart is just so filled with gratitude that I cant begin to put it into words. I was raised by parents who often told us do the right things in life, show compassion to others, smile to strangers you are passing because you never know what they are going through… and so many other things. In closing when you think nobody cares you’d be surprised who really does care. To those people who gave support not only financially, but with a hug, or a little note of encouragement thank you. You didn’t have to do it, but you did. Thank you for caring.

Bruise Shepherd

Over the last couple of weeks, I've been aware of feeling anxious at times.
It seems that the CBT sessions that I've been having are bringing emotions to the surface.

On Monday at work, I was on a conference call with my team, and noticed a slight tremble in my hand then within ten minutes, I'd ground to a halt.
I've been at home since. Seeing my GP tomorrow.

Bruise Shepherd

I've been off work since the previous post, and my GP has just signed me off until at least the 11th of May.
I've been generally improving, but over the last few days the CBT has taken a toll, and I've had trouble sleeping, apart from during the day, obviously
I do feel that I'm moving forward, slowly, but moving forward all the same.

On the up side, I've had some productive days and have been playing the guitar a bit more, and I've built a new one

Shiloh Lyric

You built that, Bruise? Very awesome. Not about your troubles, but the guitar is beautiful.

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Bruise Shepherd

I'm more roadie than luthier
The body was shaped and routed, and the neck was pretty much finished by the parts company Warmoth
My input was mostly sanding, drilling, soldering and assembly.

Phoenix Psaltery

Gorgeous! Kinda looks like a Cabronita. Beautiful. I've been GASsing for a Telecaster myself.

P2

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