Fmeh

I have been growing increasingly frustrated and depressed about the potential future of Second Life.

It has taken me 3 years to really get fully acquainted with Second Life in a way that really truly makes it feel like a second life. I've made so many friends in SL. I've found some interesting ways of creating things in Second Life that does exactly what I've always wanted to do in a graphics engine. The only thing I haven't done is created a terrain--but I'd have to have a lot...

I know I've rambled on about how much I enjoy being heavy, and I DO enjoy it, but 260 pounds on a 5'6" frame has taken its toll on my breathing. I won't be doing anything significant and suddenly I need to breathe heavily as if I wasn't breathing enough. I shouldn't have to consciously focus on my breathing all the time, that's just not a good thing.

So--I am hoping to get down to about 215. I don't want to be thinner than that, really, and I'd like much of the weight to be...

Beware--this is a stream of consciousness blog.

First off, let me state that I am doing better than I ever have. I'm not letting things get to me like I used to, and my mood swings aren't shit now. It has been a wonderful change.

The psychiatrist I had before my last one (god she was awful), I had made an inquiry about Aspergers and she asked me a very specific questions that I said "no" to and she automatically took me out of that category--no ifs ands...

For nerds like me this isn't a misleading blog title. For others it is LOL

All I can say right now is that I'm really glad I don't just know about Windows (and some MacOS X) and know at least something about Linux.

I've been working on a Windows machine in which the large drive (which we got a replacement for) pretty much crapped out, and that drive is the one that contains all of this guy's important files.

This drive cannot be accessed by Windows...

I had gotten strep throat somehow and my doctor put me on Cephalexin for 10 days. I thought I was just dealing with a flu of sorts, but when the symptoms got worse than ever today, I went to the pharmacist to ask questions and he told me to stop taking it immediately, which I have done--although it doesn't matter much since the prescribed amount was ever 6 hours and I took it only 2 hours ago. Colitis, severe fatigue, shakiness, confusion, dizziness, hives that started an hour ago, and kidney...