Is it wrong for someone to not care what people think of him or her? Is it wrong? My problem has seemed to be that I care too much--but what is the opposite?

I just had the longest cry I've ever had, sitting in the bottom of the tub with water pouring over me until the water was no longer hot.

Today I had the worst panic episode I can ever remember having, and it was somewhere that I was supposed to be going to have a good time. It was an NA dance at the Alano club...

I've learned that even if I have the propensity to be happy much of the time because of the Seroquel, I still wig out and go into a panicked mess when I'm brought up with a confusing situation.

I did not have all the dates of my work history, and Social Security called me to tell me that I needed to fill out a detailed work history form. They already HAD all my work history information based on info they got from the IRS. I didn't want to falsify anything, and the information they...

Well, it finally occurred to me why I've been going through so much of my childhood stuff. I almost went back in the closet.

So many of the meetings I've been going to have had hints of homophobia at them. I've heard the "faggot" word more than once, and at the meeting today there was an "and I don't mean I was lookin' at anyone THAT way, let's make no mistake about that" and most of the room laughed. So, I spoke up and said "Not everyone at these meetings...

Too personal....

It was a really great concert

It was actually the first *major* concert I've seen since I've seriously been in bands (what I mean by "major" is a concert at a place other than clubs). Now, this wasn't "major" like a million-dollar production like a Pink Floyd or Rolling Stones concert, but it was big enough to be at a place like the Moore Theater in Seattle.

I had seen several concerts before I was seriously in bands. What made this so interesting...