Someone wanted me to play "Unter Null -- Endtime (XP8 Mix)". I told them I would do what I could to get it. A few minutes passed as I looked for it in the ways that I normally do (cough cough) that I won't say (cough cough) and couldn't find it anywhere. I said "Please hold, I'm going to go purchase it from Itunes"--he got ANGRY with me and sent me a link to a program that rips music from youtube pages. It's ridden with spyware, my anti-spyware programs screamed bloody murder...

I've been in a rut for almost a year when it comes to writing electronic music. Last night I got out of that rut and here is the result.

Be warned, this song is very strange--if you don't like Bjork's weirder stuff, you'll probably hate this song.

http://kizzume.com/files/looky.mp3

I had two interviews today for being an optometrist's apprentice, and the interviews went exceptionally well. It just came up out of nowhere. Yeah, it's at WalMart, but if I get my foot in the door there, and if I'm eventually able to get a license with my on-the-job training, I could be making a really decent amount of money over the next couple years, more than I ever imagined making.

Someone who has been a best friend for years has been paying small rent and staying with us for almost a year now. He commutes to Seattle from here in Tacoma for work every weekday and stresses a lot about the commute. His commute is pretty awful, and we're trying to take that into consideration. (My brother is in the upstairs, paying rent with his SSI check.)

Here's the problem: Our friendship has been starting to fall apart over the past few months. Yesterday we had a long...

My body is my temple, and for years I have desecrated my temple. I had desecrated it to the point where I was headed in a downward spiral that would have for sure ended my life. When I was destroying my body the way I was, it was destroying my mind as well.

Now I'm repairing the damage I had done. I have been off drugs for 3 weeks now. I have been rigorously exercising. I am down to 200 pounds. 4 or 5 months ago, I weighed 248 pounds. I am drinking water as my main beverage....