How am I?
I don't know how I am
How am I supposed to be?
Am I ok?
I think I am but I don't think so
I think it hurts but I don't know where
I know it will stop but I think it won't
I think I've done something terrible
But I think it was the right thing to do
I'm just not sure who it was right for
I think I don't know who did it
I think I know why but I don't
I can't cry but I can't stop
I think I've made an awful mistake
But I can't remember when I made it
Was it my mistake?
Which one was it?
Why was it right?
Or was it?
One leaves easily
The other stays hardly
Where am I supposed to be?
One is doing so much better and I'm sorry
The other is doing so much better and I'm angry
Am I doing better?
I can't tell yet
I can try to breathe
I'll try to breathe again
I'll try until it's better
But don't touch me
Don't want me
Don't feel me
Don't need me
Leave me and let me breathe
But don't leave me alone


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You need me don't you?
Why?
If you need me
Why don't I know?
Do I need you?
Or do I need me?


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He needs me less than I thought
I'm supposed to be glad for that right?


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Do you know me?
Who do I know?
Do I know me?