| It's a really long story. A really long, messy, fucked up story that I don't think I'd ever have enough time to tell.
I'm just really frustrated with my family right now. And work. Well, beyond frustrated. I'm kind of at the point where I'm considering what the best way out of life in general would be. I'm just way too chicken to do it. Or too lazy. I haven't figured out which.
Sorry. I'm typing too much. My fiance hasn't called me back and I'm just totally on the edge. I'm tired of being the bad guy when all I want is for everyone to shut up and get along. |