| I hold grudges and I hold onto them tight.
I don't care about ulcers or any of that other crap, I just know that if a person causes me distress, I do everything in my power to avoid them, any contact with them, anything. I have been told that I have an ability to look through someone like they aren't even there and for intents and purposes, in my mind, they aren't. They just cease to exist for me.
Once someone gets on my bad side, that's it, there are no second chances.
I could go into the whys and what for's but in the end, it's what suits me best and how I chose to survive.
That being said, I don't go out of my way to be mean to someone I dislike, I don't even try to persuade other's not to talk to the person. I'll hold my own tongue and let them decide for themselves but I will vent to those select few I feel I can trust. |