Originally Posted by Atia

I tried to be bulemic, really. I love to eat. Thought I could cheat by eating and purging. But I just couldn't do it. Couldn't actually make *it* happen. So I went to the other extreme. It's amazing I was able to exist on so few calories a day. But I drank a whole lot of coffee and smoked a whole lot of cigs back then. Plus the energy of youth I suppose ... etc