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All beauty destroyed

Oh..well..hi there. I..um..have been away for a while. Quite a while even. Sorry about that, I have just been so out of inspiration it’s not even funny. But, it is halloween, and I guess that kinda kicked something back into drive, so here I am. With a picture even.   Skin: -Glam Affair – Artemis
Hair: MINA – Jezebeth – Blood (Uber)
Eyes: PMD – Demonic eyes (Don’t Panic)
Makeup: PMD – Blasfemi
Body/hands: Slink
Claws: .: ZcZ :. Tipped Cap Claws – Black
Horns: :[Plastik]:-Tyrant Queen


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and a happy World Goth Day to you

So, as I was sat here, minding my own business, fiddling with dinner…Well alright, not so much sat, as singing along loudly to Painkiller in the kitchen as my chicken was cooking, but still..minding my own business in relative peace and quiet (trust me, I suck at singing, so I very rarely sing along that loudly), the though just struck me. Today..today is World Goth Day. And that my friends, that’s a big thing. At least for me it is. I grew up being the odd one out. The one people found it easy to hurl insults at. The one we can mock because she doesn’t look like us. You know how it is, cause you’ve read my earlier posts about this very things. I was the one to mock, to insult, to shame, to..well you just take your pick, I was the one. I had cars going past me as I was just walking alone home, and they found it fitting to hurl insults at me..at best. If it was just insults it was a good day. Then there were the beer-cans, or whatever they had laying around in the car they felt fitting to sacrifice to throw at me because I was different.… Read the rest

Walk with me

  Feels good to finally have two seconds to spare and sit down and just do a few pictures on a location that isn’t the home sim. Big thank you to pancake of Renoobed who showed me this sim. I was only able to explore a little corner of it, but I will be going back. There are so many events going on right now and I haven’t even visited half of the ones I’ve wanted to, and even more events coming up. Ahwell, a few of my recent favourites are featured in this post, that is Fantasy Faire and We <3 Roleplay. If you havent been yet, you really should. We<3RP opened just a few days ago, so you still have time, but Fantasy Faire closes in just a few days.     Skin: [PF] Drow <Dusk> v1.0 (We <3 RolePlay)
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Lotus – variety
Eyes: PMD – Era
Makeup: PMD – Aliruin (Fantasy Faire)
Horns: :[Plastik]:-Vynn Horns:// Ridge (Fantasy Faire)
Piercings: [ni.Ju] Devil’s Gangway Piercing
Dress: [ SAKIDE ] Kadea Outfit Black/Purple (Fantasy Faire)
Pants, pauldrons and gloves: [Gauze] Fenrir (Fantasy Faire)
Feet: Slink Womens Medium Barefeet Rigged
Shoes: [L.Warwick] Ibis -Platform Heels- Noir
Poses: Diesel works and Exposeur
Location: H22O


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Reflections..or..Real talk, lets do it

So, lets just get this over with, shall we? I’m Shyntae, I’m 29 and I have Multiple Sclerosis. I got diagnosed by the age of 25..ish, it was probably a few months before I turned 25, anywho, I had my entire life in front of me before I got the diagnosis. I only found out because I almost went blind in my left eye. I ignored the numbness of my left leg for months, thinking it was just a nerve in my neck messing up due to a previous whip-lash injury. Turns out it wasn’t. I had MS. This crushed me. Seriously, I went home and crashed on my couch and cried for hours. This was just shy of a year of losing my father, my best friend in this world. I thought losing him would be the worst thing to happen to me in many, many years. Turns out it wasn’t..at all. The pain of that diagnosis..the confusion, the fear, the sheer panic I felt can not compare to anything else I have ever experienced..ever. I was lucky..I think, as lucky as you can get with MS anywho. I have _the_ leading doctor of MS in Sweden, which is a good thing for me.… Read the rest

and the moonlight…

I feel like such a horrible person every time I blog something and I have forgotten to grab the credits for whoever did the poses. Seriously you guys! Poses are what makes our pictures come to life, to speak, to convey an emotion, and here I am being a sucky blogger forgetting to note down which poses I used. I apologize for this so very much and hope you will forgive me one of these days..all I can say I do believe at least one of these poses is from Diesel Works..the other..hm..might be Glitterati, might be Bang, might be Exposeur, as those are the ones I usually go for. I also, in parts, blame my airheadedness as of late on being _very_ busy irl with helping out finishing up a cover for a band of some dear friends of mine. Yes, those are my hands (no judging, they are actually quite nice and small irl >.> The keys are just big)  I did model for that cover, as well as help, quite a lot in fact, to finish up the Photoshop work on that cover. Give it a click if you are even remotely interested in Black Metal or Death Metal.… Read the rest

Valkyria

So, I finally had some spare time to sit down a fiddle around a bit more with that hair tutorial I mentioned in my previous post. It’s not perfect, but it’s getting there I think, and this hair by Exile from the Arcade proved to be perfect to experiment on. Now, onto some unedited pics for once. I only added a little blur to the first one, and adjusted colours on the other, but it’s pretty much as seen in SL. This armour and headband from this round of We <3 RolePlay together made a sort of Valkyrie look, in a fantasy kind of way, and I must say I like it. Skin: [Pink Fuel] Sora <Alabaster> – Special Edition (Futurewave, now closed)
Hair: Exile::Rain or Shine: 6. Dark Blonde (The Arcade)
Eyes: PMD – Era (Futurewave, now closed)
Headband: =Kio= Rising Head Band – We <3 RP
Armour: PFC~War Kitten – We <3 RP
Necklace: Cobrahive – Beloved Thor
Feet and hands: Slink Avatar Enhancments
Shoes: Slink Lulu Stiletto (Addon) Black
Sword: [EZ] Wrath’s Conviction


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It’s been a while…

…and it’s all my fault, I will admit that, for sure. Sometimes you just need a break from things. Sometimes RL just keeps you so damned busy you can’t even get around to doing the things you really want to do online…and sometimes the creativity, the spontaneity, the freaking will to live just disappears. Sometimes it’s just all of the above, as it has been for me these last few months. I’m back, kinda..I hope anyways. I have missed blogging so very, very much because I do really love it, it honestly keeps me happy and creative and pushes me to keep learning and to get better at what I do. I guess that’s why I did the tutorials in the first place. I love to learn new things, and I can spend hours and hours just looking at tutorials and speed-paintings on youtube, just soaking up new knowledge because it is just so fascinating to me. So for me, seeing how well my first tutorial went, I loved it…and it for sure made me happy to make more and more…and now..coming back to my blog and see my traffic just keep going, cause so many of you kept coming back for my tutorials?… Read the rest

Tutorial: Quick and easy edit for profile pictures.

Or close-ups, or just cause you feel like playing around in Photoshop a bit. I used to do these kind of pictures a lot back when I started messing around with photography in SL, I did it as my own profile picture, for friends, for some clients..all that. First off, I’ll post the finished image, then I’ll see if I can go step by step on how I did this. Here is where my other tutorials comes in first. I have obviously fixed this picture up a lil bit before I started with the effects, in particular the Liquify tool. Oh, and this will most probably looks best if you like the “darker” look, so you’ll need a picture shot against a black background and preferably darker or black hair..then again, it might look sweet with lighter hair too, I haven’t tried that. Read the rest

Did you miss me?

While I was gone? Yeah, no, I doubt that. In parts because Kinu picked up my slack and blogged some stuff while I wasn’t blogging. Awesome pictures at that <3 She is getting so good. But also in parts because, hey, why should you care about me, right? I’m just yet another fashion bloggers among hundreds. I don’t make anything to stand out. I’m not one of those top 5 most important bloggers. I know this. And to be quite honest, I am not striving for it either. I love my followers, I really do. I blog for you guys..but mostly, I blog for myself. Blogging isn’t just that for me. I don’t just blog. I experiment, I try new things, I sit through hours and hours of tutorials to pic up on new things. Some of those new things I pick up on end up on the blog, sure, some of those new things I learned end up incorporated into my store and the creations I make there. Sure, some pictures may be “boring” or “standard” fashion blogging.… Read the rest

Manga

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This is me being forgetful because i did those pictures 10 days ago. ★ BODY : Skin : Glam Affair – Shanna ( Europa ) 11 @ Collabor88
Eyes : ~Tableau Vivant~ Galaxy eyes – Uranus
Hairs : (Chemistry) HAIR – Bubbles – Oceans
Ears :  [MANDALA] Steking EARS
Tattoo : :Little Pricks: Three Strikes
★ JEWELRY/ACCESSORIES : Collar : Happy Undead – Charming Collar [vinyl black]
Horns : RO – Diable Band (past Group Gift)
Rings : .:* LOULOU&CO *:.
Nails : PMD for Slink Enhancement Fingernails
Piercings : [ni.Ju]ellabella
★ CLOTHING : Bodysuit : Graves - G324 Paradox
Gloves : SiniStyle Taped Fist (Loose Hand – Forearm)
Legwarmers/Leggings : [ SAKIDE ] Willful Velvet Thighs&Pumps Black NEW
Boots : A&Y Deuz Boots Metallic Poses : Del May


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The Lake House

Click the images for bigger size and wider views <3 ★ Picture 1 : Skin : -Glam Affair – Neva skin – America 03 @ The Liaison Collaborative
Hairs : ~Tableau Vivant~ Grant NEW
Eyes : ~Tableau Vivant~ Galaxy eyes – Uranus Top : Color.Me.H.O.F Mesh [A Symmetric Top[Brown]
Pants : [ SAKIDE ] Low Unbuttoned Jeans Ripped Taupe
Boots : +ILO+ Operator Boot no.2 (Edited) @ The Season Story ★ Picture 2 : Skin : -Glam Affair – Neva skin – America 06 @ The Liaison Collaborative
Hairs : ~Tableau Vivant~ Campbell NEW
Eyes : ~Tableau Vivant~ Galaxy eyes – Uranus
Piercings : [ni.Ju] Mera Piercing Necklace : (Yummy) Tiny Acorns Display @ Collabor88
Top : *Connors* L/S SEE-THROUGH MEN CAMO-Black ★ POSES : ~Tableau Vivant~ Liu and Sugar ★ DECOR : House : Trompe Loeil – Modern Mountain Cabin @ Collabor88
Trees, Lanterns, Rocking Chair,  Deck : [we're CLOSED]
Grass : [we're CLOSED] and Zigana
Chipmunks : MishMish @ The Arcade
Pumpkins : PILOT – Fall Garden [Day] @ Collabor88


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Blossom

New Tableau Vivant Yazimoto hair for The Arcade! <3
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Hair : -Tableau Vivant- Yazimoto – Spring 4 @ The Arcade (September 1st in case you didn’t know already <.<)
Skin : -Glam Affair- Katya – America 06
Eyes : ~Tableau Vivant~ Galaxy eyes – Uranus
Make-up : PMD - Mystic Faery and {D.A} Simple Liquid Liners
Ears : [Plastik] ElfEars – Burdy With Gems Chair : ~Tableau Vivant~ Stag chair
Prop : ~Tableau Vivant~ Prop art ~ Emo dressing room


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Puppet Master

Click the images for bigger size and better view <3 ★ BODY : Skin : -Glam Affair- Lulu ( America )
Eyes : PMD - Anaria NEW
Hairs : Elikatira - Jana NEW
Make-ups : PMD and +Nuuna+ ★ JEWELRY/ACCESSORIES : Rings : .:* LOULOU&CO *:.
Nails : [VIRTUAL/INSANITY]
Piercings : [ni.Ju]ellabella and Puncture
Gun : *BREACH* MAC10 ★ CLOTHING : Top : [LeeZu!] Deklannche Top NEW
Armwarmers : [ SAKIDE ] Leather Armwarmer Black
Pants : Spirit Store – Tatyana baggy pants NEW
Shoes : <TheAbyss> F_Boots//Stompers (closed? oO) Poses : Del May


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Trouble in paradise

I have a lil confession to make. *stands up, coughs and looks around nervously* I’m Shyn, and I just bought Lola’s.  I know, I’m probably one of the last ones on the grid to do it, but eh, this skin actually kind of demanded it.  I wont be constantly wearing them as I find no matter how much you try to resize or reposition, I can’t get them to a small enough size where I love them. They will look good in certain pictures tho Im sure, plus now I can do appliers for my own creations. I won’t be wearing them out and about, but I will certainly use for some pictures. While they do look pretty good here, I did have to fix the seams quite a bit. Now I just have to cross my fingers that Plastik does Slink appliers too, cause I would love to be able to wear my hands and feet with this skin (that is how much I love this skin..but alas, I love my Slink hands just a tad too much to want to edit the normal sl hands in every single picture I do). If she did and I missed it, I’m sorry, I’m a horrible shopper, but last time I went to the store I didn’t see any.… Read the rest

I’m so cold, don’t leave me blind

Sometimes when things are a little bit rough..or harder to handle then you expected..its good to have a shoulder to lean on. Kinu is my shoulder, which is why Im only counting her as a “prop” in this set of pictures (sorry love >.>) Skin: Glam Affair – Zara – Artic
Hair: *X*plosion Jackie Hair
Eyes: {D.A} Sinistre – Blind Grey and PMD – Aniara
Makeup: PMD – Crying 2
Necklace: Cobrahive – Beloved Thor
Shirt: :[Plastik]:-Veritas-:// Black
Skirt: [ SAKIDE ] Black Style Outfit
Hands: Slink Avatar Enhancement
Nailpolish: PMD – Goth my nails up Chairs: Trompe Loeil – Oceania Chair Neutrals PG
Shelves: Scarlet Creative June Arcade – My Crate Shelves
Mannequin: Schadenfreude Spiderweb Dress Form
Pillows, wine and grapes: (Elate!) – A Posh Picnic
Chest: Trompe Loeil – Oceania Chest Luxury Dark
Photo frames: [ba] double portrait frame – silver
Book shelf: [ba] reference book shelf 2
House: [ba] carraway bungalow Single Poses: Exposeur
Couples pose: oOo Friends Five  


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Rockabilly Touch

Click the images for bigger size and better view <3 ★ BODY : Skin : -Glam Affair- Lulu ( America )
Eyes : ~Tableau Vivant~ Galaxy eyes – Uranus
Hairs : !lamb. Blue Monday
Make-ups : PMD - Lost
Tattoo : Vestigium – Mermaid’s Enchantment ★ JEWELRY/ACCESSORIES : Bracelets : [MANDALA] OKAKI Bracelet Set
Rings : .:* LOULOU&CO *:. – Ring :: PAPAYA :: NEW @ She&Him
Nails : PMD for Slink Enhancement Fingernails
Piercings : [ni.Ju] and ellabella
Ears : [MANDALA] STEKING Ears Ver2
Feet : Slink with Glam Affair applier and PMD nails ★ CLOTHING : Top : [ SAKIDE ] Satin Lace Blouses Black SOON @ The 24 Event
Jeans : *Crazy* Mesh Jeans NEW
Shorts : DeeTaleZ Pants MESH Mini Shorts NEW
Shoes : _CandyDoll_ Oxygen II Cherry NEW ★ DECOR : House : Barnesworth Anubis - Atherwood Home NEW @ The Garden
Tables and Stool : Trompe Loeil – Retro Diner Sets NEW @ The Garden
Fridge : Trompe Loeil – Retro Kitchen
Bar, Radio, Clock, Plant, Wall Table, Cakes, Ashtray : Artilleri
Coffee Maker and Cup : Apple Fall Poses from Trompe Loeil Stool


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Let’s be as one

  Some days you just want to post a few pictures of what you are wearing without typing too much. Im guilty of this on multiple occasions, mainly cause I’m not so good with words, but also because some days you just want to show off quietly. Anywho, Im showing this cute new hair by Catwa and outfit by SAKIDE at She&Him which opens today. Skin: Glam Affair – Zara – Artic
Hair: ^;^CaTwA^;^ Mesh Lulu Hair
Eyes: {D.A} Sinistre Eyes – Pink Shades Edition
Eyeliner: -Glam Affair- Couture Eyeliner no no.05
Blush: PMD – Blush
Piercings: :Hebenon Vial: Alice
Hands: Slink Avatar Enhancement
Nail appliers: PMD – Goth my nails up
Outfit: [ SAKIDE ] Lea Outfit Black&White (She&Him)
Poses: Exposeur  


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The Summoning

Are you excited for another round of We <3 RolePlay? Well, here is just a few reasons why you should be. This pose-prop from Chanimations has been updated with new features, more colours and more poses and is discounted by 50%, so only that is a reason to be excited. Im also wearing these new gorgeous horns from Plastik, which will be available at We <3 RP. If you know me, you know Im a sucker for horns, and these are so very pretty. We <3 Roleplay opens soon (4th of August, 3pm SLT) and this round has more vendors then ever, lots of things at discounted prices..you really don’t want to miss it if you are into RP, trust me on that.   Skin: Glam Affair – Zara
Hair: [LeLutka]-ALICE hair
Eyes and makeup: PMD – Haarken (Cry of the Peacock)
Horns and jewelery: :[Plastik]:-Camael Horns
Silks: Deviance – Necromancer – Dark Shadow
Hands and feet: Slink Avatar Enhancement
Pose with orb in first picture: !Musa! Orb Pose
Poses and props in picture 2-3: (*chanimations Sourceress (SET 1) – “Summon and Spell”


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Nepenthe

So, I’ve been sitting on these pictures for a few days now, waiting for the right moment to post, or see if I could come up with some good words to go with them..but I’m drawing a blank. The first image is hard to explain actually. I know what goes through my head as I take pictures and listen to music. I get inspired by whatever I listen to and want to somehow bring that to life in my images. This one got kind of depressing. Then again, I think some of us can relate. I love Sentenced so very much. While at times the lyrics get very dark and depressing, it also fills me with a quiet sense of happiness. It soothes me and calms me down, some songs even do make me happy and sing along, but mainly it’s so soothing, like it strikes some kind of cord inside me. It’s hard to explain, really.     Skin: Glam Affair – Amberly – Artic
Hair: redMint – Hair No.15’13 ( B l a c k s )
Eyes: Dead Apples and :Rue:
Piercing: :Hebenon Vial: Alice
Lipstick: PMD – Lip Markings and PMD – Dark kiss
Makeup: PMD – Darkside and PMD – Vilde
Collar: *L.inc* Bound Collar Black
Pasties: .[8BM].[Inverted Cross Pasties].  … Read the rest

Who I am

It’s not often I find clothes and hair like these that just scream to “You have to buy this! This is perfect for those Viking-type pictures you’ve been wanting to do for so long” and yes, yes they really are. Usually it’s too fantasy or too Gor, or just horribly inaccurate. (Vikings did not have horns on their helmets god damnit *breathes*) This is close enough and very pretty, and I would so have looked like this if I was fortunate enough to be born about 1200 years ago. Sadly I wasn’t, so all I can do is pretend. With that bit of rambling out of the way I just need to say you really need to check out FATEwears new little project FATEplay, they have some really nice medieval/fantasy type clothing and more is coming soon by the looks of things. The hair is from Calico and I picked it up at Hair Fair and is what inspired the whole look in the first place. Hair Fair just closed however, but Im sure it will be up in their mainstore soon enough.… Read the rest