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All beauty destroyed

Oh..well..hi there. I..um..have been away for a while. Quite a while even. Sorry about that, I have just been so out of inspiration it’s not even funny. But, it is halloween, and I guess that kinda kicked something back into drive, so here I am. With a picture even.   Skin: -Glam Affair – Artemis
Hair: MINA – Jezebeth – Blood (Uber)
Eyes: PMD – Demonic eyes (Don’t Panic)
Makeup: PMD – Blasfemi
Body/hands: Slink
Claws: .: ZcZ :. Tipped Cap Claws – Black
Horns: :[Plastik]:-Tyrant Queen


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and a happy World Goth Day to you

So, as I was sat here, minding my own business, fiddling with dinner…Well alright, not so much sat, as singing along loudly to Painkiller in the kitchen as my chicken was cooking, but still..minding my own business in relative peace and quiet (trust me, I suck at singing, so I very rarely sing along that loudly), the though just struck me. Today..today is World Goth Day. And that my friends, that’s a big thing. At least for me it is. I grew up being the odd one out. The one people found it easy to hurl insults at. The one we can mock because she doesn’t look like us. You know how it is, cause you’ve read my earlier posts about this very things. I was the one to mock, to insult, to shame, to..well you just take your pick, I was the one. I had cars going past me as I was just walking alone home, and they found it fitting to hurl insults at me..at best. If it was just insults it was a good day. Then there were the beer-cans, or whatever they had laying around in the car they felt fitting to sacrifice to throw at me because I was different.… Read the rest

Walk with me

  Feels good to finally have two seconds to spare and sit down and just do a few pictures on a location that isn’t the home sim. Big thank you to pancake of Renoobed who showed me this sim. I was only able to explore a little corner of it, but I will be going back. There are so many events going on right now and I haven’t even visited half of the ones I’ve wanted to, and even more events coming up. Ahwell, a few of my recent favourites are featured in this post, that is Fantasy Faire and We <3 Roleplay. If you havent been yet, you really should. We<3RP opened just a few days ago, so you still have time, but Fantasy Faire closes in just a few days.     Skin: [PF] Drow <Dusk> v1.0 (We <3 RolePlay)
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Lotus – variety
Eyes: PMD – Era
Makeup: PMD – Aliruin (Fantasy Faire)
Horns: :[Plastik]:-Vynn Horns:// Ridge (Fantasy Faire)
Piercings: [ni.Ju] Devil’s Gangway Piercing
Dress: [ SAKIDE ] Kadea Outfit Black/Purple (Fantasy Faire)
Pants, pauldrons and gloves: [Gauze] Fenrir (Fantasy Faire)
Feet: Slink Womens Medium Barefeet Rigged
Shoes: [L.Warwick] Ibis -Platform Heels- Noir
Poses: Diesel works and Exposeur
Location: H22O


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Reflections..or..Real talk, lets do it

So, lets just get this over with, shall we? I’m Shyntae, I’m 29 and I have Multiple Sclerosis. I got diagnosed by the age of 25..ish, it was probably a few months before I turned 25, anywho, I had my entire life in front of me before I got the diagnosis. I only found out because I almost went blind in my left eye. I ignored the numbness of my left leg for months, thinking it was just a nerve in my neck messing up due to a previous whip-lash injury. Turns out it wasn’t. I had MS. This crushed me. Seriously, I went home and crashed on my couch and cried for hours. This was just shy of a year of losing my father, my best friend in this world. I thought losing him would be the worst thing to happen to me in many, many years. Turns out it wasn’t..at all. The pain of that diagnosis..the confusion, the fear, the sheer panic I felt can not compare to anything else I have ever experienced..ever. I was lucky..I think, as lucky as you can get with MS anywho. I have _the_ leading doctor of MS in Sweden, which is a good thing for me.… Read the rest

and the moonlight…

I feel like such a horrible person every time I blog something and I have forgotten to grab the credits for whoever did the poses. Seriously you guys! Poses are what makes our pictures come to life, to speak, to convey an emotion, and here I am being a sucky blogger forgetting to note down which poses I used. I apologize for this so very much and hope you will forgive me one of these days..all I can say I do believe at least one of these poses is from Diesel Works..the other..hm..might be Glitterati, might be Bang, might be Exposeur, as those are the ones I usually go for. I also, in parts, blame my airheadedness as of late on being _very_ busy irl with helping out finishing up a cover for a band of some dear friends of mine. Yes, those are my hands (no judging, they are actually quite nice and small irl >.> The keys are just big)  I did model for that cover, as well as help, quite a lot in fact, to finish up the Photoshop work on that cover. Give it a click if you are even remotely interested in Black Metal or Death Metal.… Read the rest

Valkyria

So, I finally had some spare time to sit down a fiddle around a bit more with that hair tutorial I mentioned in my previous post. It’s not perfect, but it’s getting there I think, and this hair by Exile from the Arcade proved to be perfect to experiment on. Now, onto some unedited pics for once. I only added a little blur to the first one, and adjusted colours on the other, but it’s pretty much as seen in SL. This armour and headband from this round of We <3 RolePlay together made a sort of Valkyrie look, in a fantasy kind of way, and I must say I like it. Skin: [Pink Fuel] Sora <Alabaster> – Special Edition (Futurewave, now closed)
Hair: Exile::Rain or Shine: 6. Dark Blonde (The Arcade)
Eyes: PMD – Era (Futurewave, now closed)
Headband: =Kio= Rising Head Band – We <3 RP
Armour: PFC~War Kitten – We <3 RP
Necklace: Cobrahive – Beloved Thor
Feet and hands: Slink Avatar Enhancments
Shoes: Slink Lulu Stiletto (Addon) Black
Sword: [EZ] Wrath’s Conviction


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It’s been a while…

…and it’s all my fault, I will admit that, for sure. Sometimes you just need a break from things. Sometimes RL just keeps you so damned busy you can’t even get around to doing the things you really want to do online…and sometimes the creativity, the spontaneity, the freaking will to live just disappears. Sometimes it’s just all of the above, as it has been for me these last few months. I’m back, kinda..I hope anyways. I have missed blogging so very, very much because I do really love it, it honestly keeps me happy and creative and pushes me to keep learning and to get better at what I do. I guess that’s why I did the tutorials in the first place. I love to learn new things, and I can spend hours and hours just looking at tutorials and speed-paintings on youtube, just soaking up new knowledge because it is just so fascinating to me. So for me, seeing how well my first tutorial went, I loved it…and it for sure made me happy to make more and more…and now..coming back to my blog and see my traffic just keep going, cause so many of you kept coming back for my tutorials?… Read the rest

Tutorial: Quick and easy edit for profile pictures.

Or close-ups, or just cause you feel like playing around in Photoshop a bit. I used to do these kind of pictures a lot back when I started messing around with photography in SL, I did it as my own profile picture, for friends, for some clients..all that. First off, I’ll post the finished image, then I’ll see if I can go step by step on how I did this. Here is where my other tutorials comes in first. I have obviously fixed this picture up a lil bit before I started with the effects, in particular the Liquify tool. Oh, and this will most probably looks best if you like the “darker” look, so you’ll need a picture shot against a black background and preferably darker or black hair..then again, it might look sweet with lighter hair too, I haven’t tried that. Read the rest

Did you miss me?

While I was gone? Yeah, no, I doubt that. In parts because Kinu picked up my slack and blogged some stuff while I wasn’t blogging. Awesome pictures at that <3 She is getting so good. But also in parts because, hey, why should you care about me, right? I’m just yet another fashion bloggers among hundreds. I don’t make anything to stand out. I’m not one of those top 5 most important bloggers. I know this. And to be quite honest, I am not striving for it either. I love my followers, I really do. I blog for you guys..but mostly, I blog for myself. Blogging isn’t just that for me. I don’t just blog. I experiment, I try new things, I sit through hours and hours of tutorials to pic up on new things. Some of those new things I pick up on end up on the blog, sure, some of those new things I learned end up incorporated into my store and the creations I make there. Sure, some pictures may be “boring” or “standard” fashion blogging.… Read the rest

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This is me being forgetful because i did those pictures 10 days ago. ★ BODY : Skin : Glam Affair – Shanna ( Europa ) 11 @ Collabor88
Eyes : ~Tableau Vivant~ Galaxy eyes – Uranus
Hairs : (Chemistry) HAIR – Bubbles – Oceans
Ears :  [MANDALA] Steking EARS
Tattoo : :Little Pricks: Three Strikes
★ JEWELRY/ACCESSORIES : Collar : Happy Undead – Charming Collar [vinyl black]
Horns : RO – Diable Band (past Group Gift)
Rings : .:* LOULOU&CO *:.
Nails : PMD for Slink Enhancement Fingernails
Piercings : [ni.Ju]ellabella
★ CLOTHING : Bodysuit : Graves - G324 Paradox
Gloves : SiniStyle Taped Fist (Loose Hand – Forearm)
Legwarmers/Leggings : [ SAKIDE ] Willful Velvet Thighs&Pumps Black NEW
Boots : A&Y Deuz Boots Metallic Poses : Del May


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